The singing competition ended, and the results came out before the lingering aftertaste of the music disappeared.
Veritas classβ Kim Hajin didnβt get first or even second place. He got fourth.
Although his choice of music and voice were great, how well someone nailed high notes was still used to grade someoneβs singing.
However, Kim Hajin was undoubtedly first place in terms of cadetsβ topic of conversation. His performance was already uploaded and gaining hits on several cadetsβ social media.
ββ¦Ah~ it feels like I went to a concert.β
βRight? Who was your favorite?β
βKim Hajin, Neilee, and Harim. But Kim Hajin really caught me off guard. I heard he goes out a lot. Maybe learned how to sing at karaokes.β
Currently, Rachel was still sitting in the audience, now listening to other cadetsβ conversations. She needed some time to organize all the complicated thoughts coursing through her head.
Today, Kim Hajin showed a good performance. He didnβt confess to her like many people were saying he would. She was having trouble sleeping lately because she kept having nightmares about it. She was glad that it was over now.
However, the song Kim Hajin chose kept bothering her. His voice felt sincere, and the lyrics that said he wanted to get closer but was afraid of being rejected.
It was a meaningful song.
βPerhaps he realized I was avoiding him. Now that I think about it, Iβve been avoiding him too noticeably lately. Thereβs no way he wouldnβt have found outβ¦β
Feeling sorry, Rachel let out a small sigh.
βWhat are you doing here?β
ββ¦?β
A strong voice interrupted her thoughts. Rachel slowly turned her head towards the direction of the sound.
There, she saw Chae Nayun, who spoke as she pointed at the exit.
βArenβt you leaving?β
It was only then that Rachel caught sight of her surroundings. The auditorium was already empty.
βAh.β
Rachel got up and began walking to the exit. Chae Nayun stared at her back with a strange gleam in her eyes. Then, she followed Rachel.
It was already 10, and darkness blanketed the outside world.
Rachel trudged forward with a face full of worries. Chae Nayun gave her sideway glances, then went ahead and joined up with cadets who were waiting for her.
βChae Nayun, where are you going next? β¦Huaam.β
βBack to my room.β
After retorting briefly, she looked around.
βBy the way, where did he go?β
βWho?β
ββ¦Kim Hajin.β
Yoo Yeonha replied to her question.
βThat person went that way. To the church.β
βChurch?β
βYep.β
Cube also had religious facilities to support cadets who came from various backgrounds. Most religious cadets were Protestants, and there were some devout cadets who wanted to become priests in the future.
βWhy a church?β
βI donβt knowβ¦ why, does it bother you?β
βOh pleaseβ¦.β
Chae Nayun replied indifferently, but kept glancing at Rachel. She was walking towards the direction of the dorm.
For the record, dorms were on the opposite direction of the church.
βWell, if you arenβt doing anything else, Iβm going to bed. β¦Huaam.β
Shin Jonghak yawned. Today, he participated in three competitions: the soccer match, Dungeon speedrun, and duel. He was justifiably exhausted.
Chae Nayun waved her hand as if to say, βI donβt need you.β
βYes, please just go back and sleep.β
ββ¦Hm.β
Yoo Yeonha meaningfully watched Chae Nayunβs oddly temperamental attitude.
βNayun, what are you going to do?β
βNothing. Just gonna go back and play some games before sleep.β
βMmmβ¦ youβre not gonna go to the church, right?β
βW-Why would I go there? I never believed in a religion my entire life.β
Chae Nayun grumbled with an uncomfortable expression.
**
I sat down on the worship chair. The wood creaked as it embraced my body.
I stared at the cross hanging in front of me. A dark light shone through the stained glass on the side. I turned my gaze sideways. The colorful art inscribed on the glass glistened in the darkness.
This was the sanctuary of God.
A holy place of confession for those who wished to confess and atone their sins.
Sitting in this huge chapel and reflecting on myself, an unknown reverence and holiness embraced meβ¦
ββ¦or so I expected, but wellβ¦ thereβs nothing special.β
I scratched the back of my neck. There wasnβt some grand reason that I came to the church. It was just that in movies, main characters often visited a church when they were in anguish. Then, they would suddenly be enlightened to their direction in life!
βHaam.β
But it seemed that only happened in movies. Or maybe, it was because I was an extra and not a main character. In any case, the silence was only making me sleepy.
After making a big yawn, I stared at my smartwatch again.
[You might have to kill a person.]
[But you will receive a hefty reward.]
[You wonβt have to worry about hiding your identity. As Jeronimo Mercenaryβs apprentice mercenary, we will guarantee your identity will be kept a secret. If you want, we can extend this guarantee even when you become an official mercenary.]
This was the reply she sent in response to my message, βhow much will working there pay?β
To be honest, I wasnβt short on money and only asked them that to play along with their methods. As Boss was socially inept, she only knew how to appease people with money.
βMercenaryβ¦.β
Anyone could become a mercenary by law. They could even hold the position concurrently with another job. I heard there were many Heroes who worked as mercenaries part-time because they were chased on money.
About 50 to 100 Cube graduates and probably half of the cadets who had to drop out would end up being mercenaries.
It wasnβt a bad choice for me.
Chameleon Troupe participated in huge events like major artifact scrambles and the conquering of the Tower of Dimension. If I joined them, I at least wouldnβt have to worry about straying from the main storyline.
And most importantly⦠I would be able to kill Chae Jinyoon without difficulty. Even if he was a third-generation chaebol, 5 years had passed since he fell into a coma. The security around him should have gotten lax.
ββ¦Huu.β
But still, the fact that I had to kill someone got on my mind.
Chameleon Troupe would continue to kill many people.
The only difference between Chameleon Troupe and Evil Society was that Chameleon Troupe didnβt kill needlessly. They were no different in that they killed people and plundered their wealth.
Would I be able to commit these crimes?
I had doubts in this regard. This world was no longer just a world inside a novelβ¦.
While I was pondering with my eyes closed, I felt the door creak open.
I slowly opened my eyes.
Footsteps continued slowly, and soon, someone sat down next to me.
βAre you Christian?β
The voice echoed inside the church.
I glanced to the side, then spoke with a grin.
ββ¦No. What about you?β
βHmβ¦.β
Kim Suho gazed at the cross as he answered.
βNo, me neither.β
Despite what he said, Kim Suhoβs eyes carried a hint of reminiscence.
βThen whatβs up with that meaningful gaze?β
βOh, I didnβt notice.β
βYou looked like a devout believer. I would have believed you if you said you wanted to become the Pope.β
βPft, itβs not like thatβ¦ I just remembered something from the past.β
The past. Indeed, Kim Suhoβs past was a bit special.
I made a small smile.
βYou used to go to a church?β
βNo, but something like that.β
βCatholic?β
Kim Suho shook his head.
βBuddhism?β
This time, he smiled without answering. He was saying no.
βMormonism? Zoroastrianism? Hinduism? Islam? Greek Orthodox? Confucianism? Taoism?β
βHahaha, no, none of them. I wasnβt really a faithful believer either.β
Hearing Kim Suho say this, I threw out a sentence nonchalantly.
βThen what, is it a religion from another world?β
ββ¦.β
For a moment, Kim Suhoβs eyes opened wide. I just threw a tiny stone in Kim Suhoβs heart, but I pretended to be oblivious and smiled.
ββ¦Please.β
Kim Suho laughed and shook his head. Then he suddenly wore a serious expression and asked.
βBut Hajinβ¦β
He asked with an unconcealable sorrow and reminiscence.
βDo you think there are other worlds? You know, like Lord of the Rings.β
Tolkien died in 1973. As Outcall happened around that time, Tolkienβs work stood firmly in this world as a timeless masterpiece.
Without meeting Kim Suhoβs eyes, I looked at the cross in front of me.
The crucified son of God entered my eyes.
ββ¦Outcall happened 50 years ago. Even without looking through Earthβs history and just looking at anno domini (A.D.), youβll see that there were no monsters in this world for 1970 years.β
I faced Kim Suho once again.
βThen rather than saying that monsters suddenly appeared on Earth, it would make more sense to say existences from a different world crossed over to ours.β
ββ¦.β
Kim Suho was silent.
I wondered what was on his mind.
In truth, Kim Suho and I had similar circumstances. However, he came to this world when he was young and he even had another family. So unlike me, he didnβt have to feel lonely. He probably only missed his family back home every once in a whileβ¦
Kim Suhoβs lips moved slowly.
βThen do youβ¦β
βThatβs part of the βOtherworld Theoryβ presented by Dr. Jerus.β
I shrugged and cut him off.
Kim Suho jumped slightly in surprise, then laughed.
ββ¦Ah, is that one of the theories explaining Outcall?β
βYeah. Itβs being criticized for being completely groundless, but I think itβs pretty convincing. Outcall happened out of the blue. I think itβs stupid to use logic to explain something illogical.β
βI guess so.β
We became silent, but the silence didnβt make me feel uncomfortable. Then, I suddenly grew curious and broke the silence.
βOh right, are you using Misteltein well?β
βOf course. Just like you suggested, Iβve been going out frequently hunting monsters. I feel like itβs gotten harder.β
βHaha, really? Then in the future, letβs go together to find better equipment. Oh by the way, you donβt have an agent, right? Iβll introduce one to you.β
Kim Suho had to get stronger.
He had to be faster than now, and he had to get stronger than in the original story. In a way, Kim Suho was the only method I had in dealing with uncertain danger.
My goal was to finish the main story. However, it didnβt have to be me that finished it.
Even if I died in the middle, if Kim Suho could continue the main storyβ¦.
Kim Suho interrupted my thoughts.
βAn agent, huhβ¦ by the way, what could be better than Misteltein?β
βWho knows? The world is big and full of artifacts.β
With that as my final thought, I got up.
Iβve been here long enough, and I thought about my worries more than enough.
βIβll leave first.β
βOh, okay. Iβm gonna stay here a little longer.β
βSee you later.β
I left the church, leaving Kim Suho behind.
**
βHuβ¦.β
3 A.M. It was now Saturday.
[Victory]
Looking at the text in front of me, I breathed a sigh of relief. I almost lost this time. If Random Consolidation System was just 3% lower, I would have been defeated.
βWow, youβre amazing as expected, hyung-nim. I went all out this time too.
Jajangman messaged me.
βI almost lost. Youβre getting stronger by the dayβ¦ I might not be able to win anymore after a couple months.
I couldnβt fall asleep, so I put on my helmet to play a match or two. Jajangman happened to be up, so I ended up playing seven matches with him.
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True, Iβve been getting stronger quickly γ
Jajangman and I became close enough to call each other brothers. It was probably because I could act my original age (26) online.
βWhy are you up so late?
I changed the topic.
Currently, it was 3 A.M. I already beat him seven times in a row, and I was getting sleepy.
βOh, well, something happened todayβ¦ I canβt fall asleep γ
γ
βWhat happened?
βItβs not really something I should sayβ¦ γ
γ
Oh? From the looks of it, it was a relationship problem. Well, Jajangman was a teenager, so he was at that age. Half of his life should be about friends and the other half about girls.
I couldnβt help but feel a little jealous. After all, I had to worry about killing someone or figuring out a way back home.
βTell me. Iβm 8 years older than you, so I have more life experience.
βWell, itβs nothing bigβ¦ just that, umβ¦
βYeah?
βItβs likeβ¦ you donβt really want it, but you donβt want someone else to have it either.
Aha, I get it. This son of a bitch, heβs the popular type!
βSo youβre the one on the receiving end?
βKuhum, well, I canβt say Iβm experienced with giving things out~
βWhy does he sound so much like a dick today?β I smirked and replied back.
βBut why so suddenly?
βNo reason, just that itβs been on my mind recently.
βOn your mind?
βYes γ
γ
;; A little bit.
βReally? Well, youβve gotta have a reason, right?
This was getting interesting.
βYes, so umβ¦ that person sang in a talent show we had today. I think the song was aimed at me.
βWhoaβ¦
A girl appealing to a guy with a song? She must be quite the assertive one. Or maybe Jajangman was just really handsome.
βThen canβt you just accept her feelings?
βNo, I donβt think thatβs right.
βWhy not? What if someone steals her away? You might regret it later.
This was coming from experience. As a 26 year old, I had relationship experience, and I knew girls who had crushes on me.
At the time, I rejected them because I wasnβt interested, but when I saw them going out with other guys later, I always felt a bit sour.
I even remembered thinking, βthat girl used to like meββ, like a loser.
βWow, youβre saying the same thing as my friend. γ
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But I donβt really think Iβll regret it.
βOf course you donβt feel that way right now, but you will later. Plus, didnβt you say that she was on your mind?
βJust a little bit. No, a tiny bit.
Just a little bit. No, a tiny bit.
From this message, I could feel that he was a proudful person who didnβt like losing. It seemed he really was too young. You had to lose every once in a while to not regret it later on.
βBut doesnβt the fact that youβre staying up late because of her contradict what youβre saying?
βYes? Uhβ¦ noβ¦ right?
βTrust me. Iβve been through the same thing. From today, youβll suddenly only see her good points. Once she gets a boyfriend, itβll be too late.
After sending that message, I waited for his reply.
1 minute, 3 minutes, 5 minutesβ¦
No matter how long I waited, there was no reply.
βDid he fall asleep?β
‘Damn, I was wondering what he planned to do.’
I opened up the in-console clock. It was already 3:40. It was time for me to sleep. I hurriedly took off the helmet and fell on my bed.
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